My 4th of July 2014

I wish my followers would send me an ask sometimes, I feel like I’ve never talked to any of you guys ._.

I just wish I had a girlfriend who doesn’t walk away from me

werkhardtwerkhard said: Snapchat?

yeah! its just JulianQueso 

I hate that feeling of nothingness when the thought of “what am I doing with my life?” goes through my mind.

Everyone should follow my steezy ass best friend TJ

It sucks not knowing how happy you are in a relationship when you don’t even know how happy you are as a person.

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What did I do to hate myself so much?

Where did all this self-hate come from? What did I do that caused all this? Because all I know is I’ve lived a privileged life. I’ve never been starving. I’ve never had nothing to wear. I’ve never been through any struggles. And to think I hate myself as a person so much just astonish’s me.

Anonymous said: Cruella

Cruella: Something you really want but you aren’t allowed to have.

I answered this question here

Anonymous said: Flounder

Flounder: Something that surprised you and frightened you.

Hmmmm I’ll tell you the story of when I crashed my dads jeep, because I wasn’t expecting that and I was scared shitless to see his reaction. So I was driving to my friends house and he lives on like a… sortof main street with his house right across from the high school. He lives on the left side of the street so I decided to pull into his driveway and back out so I can make a U-turn rather than parking on the other side of the street where the fire lane is. So I pulled into his driveway and as  I was backing up, I didn’t realize that my bumper would hit his fence, thus leading to… you know. I quickly got onto the street and parked so I could assess the damage and, to my dismay, the whole left side of the bumper was beat up. The bumper was all dented and scratched up, while the old white wooden fence, that has broken before just by someone sitting on it, was perfectly fine. I decided to leave early and I told my dad right when he get home and lets just say… he was not happy. The moral of this story is this: Don’t mess with old white fences, they will fuck up your jeep. Just don’t do it.

Jeep: 0    Fence: 1

Anonymous said: Aladdin

Aladdin: A sacrifice you made for someone.

 I haven’t sacrificed many things in my life but one of my favorites is how I sacrifice my time to volunteer with an organization called Furry Friends Rescue. It is basically an adoption showcase for dogs where you sit with the dog in a cage in hopes of finding a new family. I guess it’s not much of a sacrifice because I love doing it and I feel like all of those dogs deserve the opportunity. Most of the dogs are rescue dogs and have faced a… wide variety of challenges, but I hope the best for them. 

Anonymous said: Aurora: Story of your first kiss Rapunzel: 5 things from your bucket list Mulan: Do you trust your gut feeling? What happened. Ariel: Where do you think you belong, and why? Tiana: A time you tried the hardest for something. Seven Dwarfs: 7 things you like in the people around you. Simba: Something a parent has taught you. Alice: Done drugs?

Aurora: Story of your first kiss

  I’m not going to lie to you guys, my first kiss… was an accident. I don’t even think some people would count it as a real first kiss but I do. It was in 6th grade and I was dating this girl named Nhi (cool name, right?). It was after school and were getting ready to go home so we started saying our goodbyes. We hugged and then as we went in for a cheek kiss, we both sortof… went in at the same time, THUS, my first kiss!

Rapunzel: 5 things from your bucket list

 1. Go to Manhattan, New York

 2. Kiss in the pouring rain

 3. Go to the fair and play games at night with close friends

 4. Have a chill day wandering the city streets with my best friend

 5. Watch Disneyland fireworks with a special someone

Mulan: Do you trust your gut feeling? What happened.

 I’ve never really decided whether or not to trust my gut feeling, only because I’ve only had to use it once or twice. I would say yes, just because if it tells you something is sketch then it probably is but there is no just sure way of knowing. Sorry if that’s not what you were expecting but that’s all I’ve got.

Ariel: Where do you think you belong, and why?

 Union city is my home. No matter how boring it gets or how ghetto it becomes, I believe this city is where I belong. My Dad has been raised here his whole life and we are even living in the house he grew up in. I know it’s a long ways down the road, but, I am going to buy this house, and I am going to raise my kids here. They’re going to learn how to ride bikes here and learn how to read here and just be kids here until one day, when they grow up to be successful, they can buy this house from me.

Tiana: A time you tried the hardest for something.

 I answered that here

Seven Dwarfs:  7 things you like in the people around you.

 1. How supportive everyone has been being

 2. How they can still make me laugh

 3. How when we hang out, it’s always a good time

 4. How we’re still best friends

 5. How you can always cheer me up

 6. How you never seem to judge me on my past

 7. How you always have the best advice

Simba:  Something a parent has taught you.

 My parents have always been a strong supporter in my life and I don’t know where I would be without them. They’ve always told me to, “Do whatever will make you happy” and that’s what I believe in now.

Alice: Done drugs?

 Yeah, I’ve smoked weed once during my freshmen year of High School and because it was my first time, it didn’t really have an affect on me.