I’m honestly not in the mood to be treated like shit right now

My 4th of July 2014

I wish my followers would send me an ask sometimes, I feel like I’ve never talked to any of you guys ._.

I just wish I had a girlfriend who doesn’t walk away from me

werkhardtwerkhard said: Snapchat?

yeah! its just JulianQueso 

I hate that feeling of nothingness when the thought of “what am I doing with my life?” goes through my mind.

Everyone should follow my steezy ass best friend TJ http://teejvy.tumblr.com/

It sucks not knowing how happy you are in a relationship when you don’t even know how happy you are as a person.

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What did I do to hate myself so much?

Where did all this self-hate come from? What did I do that caused all this? Because all I know is I’ve lived a privileged life. I’ve never been starving. I’ve never had nothing to wear. I’ve never been through any struggles. And to think I hate myself as a person so much just astonish’s me.

Anonymous said: Cruella

Cruella: Something you really want but you aren’t allowed to have.

I answered this question here

Anonymous said: Flounder

Flounder: Something that surprised you and frightened you.

Hmmmm I’ll tell you the story of when I crashed my dads jeep, because I wasn’t expecting that and I was scared shitless to see his reaction. So I was driving to my friends house and he lives on like a… sortof main street with his house right across from the high school. He lives on the left side of the street so I decided to pull into his driveway and back out so I can make a U-turn rather than parking on the other side of the street where the fire lane is. So I pulled into his driveway and as  I was backing up, I didn’t realize that my bumper would hit his fence, thus leading to… you know. I quickly got onto the street and parked so I could assess the damage and, to my dismay, the whole left side of the bumper was beat up. The bumper was all dented and scratched up, while the old white wooden fence, that has broken before just by someone sitting on it, was perfectly fine. I decided to leave early and I told my dad right when he get home and lets just say… he was not happy. The moral of this story is this: Don’t mess with old white fences, they will fuck up your jeep. Just don’t do it.

Jeep: 0    Fence: 1

Anonymous said: Aladdin

Aladdin: A sacrifice you made for someone.

 I haven’t sacrificed many things in my life but one of my favorites is how I sacrifice my time to volunteer with an organization called Furry Friends Rescue. It is basically an adoption showcase for dogs where you sit with the dog in a cage in hopes of finding a new family. I guess it’s not much of a sacrifice because I love doing it and I feel like all of those dogs deserve the opportunity. Most of the dogs are rescue dogs and have faced a… wide variety of challenges, but I hope the best for them.